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If I die today, I know it would be so easy For my father to put all blames on me And make excuses to everyone Stating all the bad things he could think of Without caring about if I actually had them Just to save himself from the society . Yes still some people will put society above everything,even themselves. . So, sucide ain't an option now.

When I was treated badly by my sibling My father never stopped her Neither did he ask her that Why she says bad things to me . But when I started protesting for being treated wrong And stopped talking to people who treat me wrong Suddenly i became the bad person . If accepting wrong doings to self in considered "being good" Then I don't want to be this good.

For some people, People who agree with them are good, sane and rational While those who don't agree with them are idiots. P.S.: our actions depends on how we are treated.

I was a topper during schooling. Still I was always scared of PTMs  Because no matter if I do 99 right things My father always focused on one bad comment of the teacher. . I experienced negative criticism, Which leads you towards depression. Positive criticism is the one which shows you way towards self improvement, But I never got it. . Being a brilliant student with having negative critics at home and classmates who hate you at school for scoring good...put you in a very bad situation. . I was forced so much to study That even if he saw me having food He scolded me like I failed a maths exam. It lead to me being malnourished. . It never mattered that I was scoring great at every test, He would still tell me that I am going to fail in the upcoming test and lower my confidence beyond limits. . (There is lot more to add...)

So talking on climate changes, It's not a thing we are facing for the first time. . Earth has already seen 5 ice-ages And cooling down of environment Is a periodic event of Earth. . This lead to many extinctions too, Usually of clood blooded animals. . We are currently living  in  The 5th inter-glaciation phase of Earth. . What we don't realise is  The 6TH GLACIATION COULD OCCUR ANYTIME . Human interference has been contributing so much to the climate changes And has made it impossible to foreshadow the time period of glaciation. . It might LEAD TO OUR EXTINCTION too. . We cannot prevent glaciation, But if we act with a little more consciousness We could protect ourselves during that phase of Earth's climate.

People say that we should express our feelings  When we are hurt And I believe in it But when I do so People take it as tantrums. Everyone is just speaking Nobody wants to listen.!

I remember *Hanging to the door's handle and watching my father take my elder sister on ride on his scooter.(i was 3) *The pampering and all the great food she got whereas I was left to eat sand from the roadside. *the way they made fun of everything that I did initially to boost her confidence which was immensely low and then just because they enjoyed making fun of me without caring how I feel about it and it's not like I didn't complaint about it,they just told me that I should too enjoy their bullying towards me. *He got her presents and on her asking he gave mine too to her.(it was a simple clay machine)(I was 7) *He was so negligent towards me that got me into numerous accidents.Whereas he never left her hand for a second when they went out. *Watching them from a distance studying, playing and sitting together,this was all how my childhood went, always tried to learn what she was taught so that I might too be allowed to sit there. *Watching him buy her everything she w...