Toppers

I was a topper during schooling.

Still I was always scared of PTMs 

Because no matter if I do 99 right things

My father always focused on one bad comment of the teacher.

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I experienced negative criticism,

Which leads you towards depression.

Positive criticism is the one which shows you way towards self improvement,

But I never got it.

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Being a brilliant student with having negative critics at home and classmates who hate you at school for scoring good...put you in a very bad situation.

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I was forced so much to study

That even if he saw me having food

He scolded me like I failed a maths exam.

It lead to me being malnourished.

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It never mattered that I was scoring great at every test,

He would still tell me that I am going to fail in

the upcoming test and lower my confidence beyond limits.

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(There is lot more to add...)