Unforgettable things.

I remember

*Hanging to the door's handle and watching my father take my elder sister on ride on his scooter.(i was 3)

*The pampering and all the great food she got whereas I was left to eat sand from the roadside.

*the way they made fun of everything that I did initially to boost her confidence which was immensely low and then just because they enjoyed making fun of me without caring how I feel about it and it's not like I didn't complaint about it,they just told me that I should too enjoy their bullying towards me.

*He got her presents and on her asking he gave mine too to her.(it was a simple clay machine)(I was 7)

*He was so negligent towards me that got me into numerous accidents.Whereas he never left her hand for a second when they went out.

*Watching them from a distance studying, playing and sitting together,this was all how my childhood went, always tried to learn what she was taught so that I might too be allowed to sit there.

*Watching him buy her everything she wanted where as I had to literally cry even to get a sticker.

*That she told me that everything of my father is her's and I should stay away from it and snatched all the laxmi puja money I was holding and later that day put a burning cracker on my feet(which gave a permanent mark)(I was 10)

*How they made me feel guilty about every penny I spent.

*How he never went to any of my school programs or result days by making excuses and never even went to admit me to school or coaching (all I had to do on my own).

Whereas he shadowed her to every path she took.

*How boldly one day he came home and announced "I just forgot that I had one more daughter"(about me when he forgot to bring my report card though it was distributed at the same place as her's)

*Criticized everything I wore, Criticized everything I said, criticized my eating, criticized me trying to enjoy the life and even criticized my smile.(criticized me for everything they were already doing themselves)

*How they treated the younger siblings and the house help better than me.

I remember all this in so detail that I can write a book about it,but it won't be worth writing it in so detail over here.

This list might continue beyond the limits of this place.

They completely ignored my existence, and one day they will say that they don't favour one over other.

Well honestly I think they will bolding agree with that they favour one of the child because they don't care a little for my feelings.