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Protest

When I was treated badly by my sibling My father never stopped her Neither did he ask her that Why she says bad things to me . But when I started protesting for being treated wrong And stopped talking to people who treat me wrong Suddenly i became the bad person . If accepting wrong doings to self in considered "being good" Then I don't want to be this good.

Agreement

For some people, People who agree with them are good, sane and rational While those who don't agree with them are idiots. P.S.: our actions depends on how we are treated.

Toppers

I was a topper during schooling. Still I was always scared of PTMs  Because no matter if I do 99 right things My father always focused on one bad comment of the teacher. . I experienced negative criticism, Which leads you towards depression. Positive criticism is the one which shows you way towards self improvement, But I never got it. . Being a brilliant student with having negative critics at home and classmates who hate you at school for scoring good...put you in a very bad situation. . I was forced so much to study That even if he saw me having food He scolded me like I failed a maths exam. It lead to me being malnourished. . It never mattered that I was scoring great at every test, He would still tell me that I am going to fail in the upcoming test and lower my confidence beyond limits. . (There is lot more to add...)

Ice-age

So talking on climate changes, It's not a thing we are facing for the first time. . Earth has already seen 5 ice-ages And cooling down of environment Is a periodic event of Earth. . This lead to many extinctions too, Usually of clood blooded animals. . We are currently living  in  The 5th inter-glaciation phase of Earth. . What we don't realise is  The 6TH GLACIATION COULD OCCUR ANYTIME . Human interference has been contributing so much to the climate changes And has made it impossible to foreshadow the time period of glaciation. . It might LEAD TO OUR EXTINCTION too. . We cannot prevent glaciation, But if we act with a little more consciousness We could protect ourselves during that phase of Earth's climate.

Express

People say that we should express our feelings  When we are hurt And I believe in it But when I do so People take it as tantrums. Everyone is just speaking Nobody wants to listen.!

Unforgettable things.

I remember *Hanging to the door's handle and watching my father take my elder sister on ride on his scooter.(i was 3) *The pampering and all the great food she got whereas I was left to eat sand from the roadside. *the way they made fun of everything that I did initially to boost her confidence which was immensely low and then just because they enjoyed making fun of me without caring how I feel about it and it's not like I didn't complaint about it,they just told me that I should too enjoy their bullying towards me. *He got her presents and on her asking he gave mine too to her.(it was a simple clay machine)(I was 7) *He was so negligent towards me that got me into numerous accidents.Whereas he never left her hand for a second when they went out. *Watching them from a distance studying, playing and sitting together,this was all how my childhood went, always tried to learn what she was taught so that I might too be allowed to sit there. *Watching him buy her everything she w...

Neet 2020

I scored 485 in Neet 2020 I knew it was bad But i also knew  I was going to work to make it better. . But then my family came And told me I can't do anything Told me that i am a loser And demotivated me to beyond limits They brainwashed me in believing that One can never improve their condition if they fall once in life. I believed in it for a long time. Until one day I came to the internet and saw that people can actually improve their condition if they want to. .