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I remember when i told them That I can't see clearly, my head aches, I need spectacles. They said you are wearing it just for fashion, My powers were -3.75 and this is a huge one For beginners. The people who can't understand eye default problems, How am I supposed to approach them about mental health problems.?

I get amused to feel how insensitive my family is towards me. 21.08.2017 One day before they had conversation with me, They perfectly knew that i was depressed and suicidal, Yet next day instead of seeing me, The most important thing they thought was to go on shopping, And of course without me. . Well i was not surprised by this as it was not the first time they were doing this, . But this time my former conditions accelerated me to wrong direction.

When she was stupid, They tensed about her future. When she was inteligent They praised her. . And for me it never mattered I remained invisible. . So i guess running away might do some good Atleast i could try to care for self, if no-one else does. But now they think of me as selfish,  For not allowing them to exploit me!

I have always thought of immortality,  Of something that won't ever end.  So that whatever I do today would carry some meaning even after times.  .  But now when i think about it,  It feels like immortality may not be that good.  You may outlive everything you desired And what could be worse than loosing something which you loved.  .  Something is good and has value only because we know that someday it will all end,  So we should enjoy every moment of it,  Not with a hope that it will end but also not expecting it to last forever.  .  I am not completely convinced with either part of this. 

Friendships could start anywhere,  In a prision, in a classroom or On a random streets, just anywhere,  With anyone.  We don't need to search something  Very special in someone to be friends.  It just requires a little understanding And huge amount of trust. 

Cells in our body have Contact inhibition (A limit beyond which  a single cell won't grow.) So they are normal and  Could function properly.  .  As they loose contact inhibition They become cancerous And becomes harmful to its own body.  .  As in a society Each person should know there limits For having healthy relations with everyone .  As one would cross the limits  The relations would degrade And ultimately lead to illness in society. 

The helpers in our society  Have same mportant as  The other groups.  .  In the AIDS  Death occurs due to reduce in  Helper T cells and not the killer ones.  .  Respect everyone Feel the importance of everyone Before some disease kills the society.