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Being a person who craves relationships but couldn't find one good one Being an extrovert who seeks happiness in gatherings but can't find the right environment And forcing to turn into introvert.

 People celebrate when the war gets over They can finally go back to doing what they love But how to celebrate when the war is within you And even when it's over it's still always there And just a little trigger gets you through whole PTSD.

Struggle humbles your nature.  Success without struggle Won't last. 

How bold of people to assume That I hate them. No-one's that important for me  That I will put so much thought  In hating them. Because let's be honest Hating takes more energy than any other feeling. If I removed you from my life then  Your existence just ceases for me  From that point of time You just become a complete stranger for me  That no longer can affect me.

I have seen people go through their worst, With silence on their lips and a resting face. I come from a place which mastered, The art of dealing with stress. I have surpass the phase of mind games Don't underestimate me In not understanding the game. It's just that I no longer desire  To get involved in any case. Take what's your and whatever you desire for And leave me at the peace that I live for. And if your desire is to shattered me  Then you better know. You cannot break a person  Whi mastered on lone survival.

To look for good in everyone and every place, But not to believe in the fake goodness they present, To search for simplicity while avoiding manipulation, It's the way to live a happy life.

I remember a summer night of 2021 There wasn't any electricity that night And I was looking at the moon, The weather was windy. I told myself that in a couple of years I will be at a better place. . Today I am at a better place, Yet I find myself telling the same thing to self.