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I remember a summer night of 2021 There wasn't any electricity that night And I was looking at the moon, The weather was windy. I told myself that in a couple of years I will be at a better place. . Today I am at a better place, Yet I find myself telling the same thing to self.

The start will be difficult So will be the end. But The course, it will be easy. And if the course is difficult Then you are on the wrong path Changing the path would be the most difficult thing But it will be worth it.

The fire of jealousy And dirt of politics Will turn you against everyone  Even the people who loved u.

And they said we were in this together Why are you acting like you suffered alone . Because yes we were together all the time But the sufferings were limited to me . They were just standing there And laughing at me . So we were together But on opposite sides And you were adding to my sufferings.

Everything that happens to us is the choices we make, I choose peaceful loneliness over chaotic anxiety. I choose peace over romance And I think I am going to keep on choosing peace untill I don't know when.!

When people try to put me down I just feel like asking what have they risked for this? Because I have literally risked everything I had I loosed everything I had Like an eagle breaking it's own nails and feathers So that it can again fly Or it would have died. . I came here on my own  Funded my own expenses And am working so hard on myself Without breaking out . It's hard but I will make it through Because I risked everything and now I only have myself to loose.

As adults We don't think of kids life from their perspective For us  They have been with us for mere years, But for them We have been with them for all there life.!